Tuesday, June 30, 2009


So Seattle.
I'm still here. Till the 18th of course. haha.

But it's been lots of fun spending time with my daddy and my little brother Roark.
It's amazing fun! :D
Right now we're moving in my dad's stuff into this house that we're in right now.
Long story. Save that for later.

But anyway, I can't wait to go do more things with my dad after tomorrow. Like get me a new camera,
go shopping, take a ferry ride to go whale watching, and well tons of other stuff! :D

I hope we can ride some boat out on the ocean/lake whatever. haha. (:

Well just a quick hi for now! More to come!


Thursday, June 25, 2009


I'm here.
In seattle.

Although, I do miss Trenton Lee. and Sara. and Lance. and Kyler. and Erika. and Vanessa. and Devin (although I -always- miss her.) I wish I could take everyone to seattle with me. Not gonna happen though. Am I right? haha.
It's really cold for summer. It's like 65 or something. Probably colder too. In Kansas, it's like 100. INSANE! But I wish I had more jeans and I'd be good to go. (;
I turned on the heater. bahaha. It's quite nice. At some point I have to write a biography of myself. hard I know! But I've got very smart adults here to help me. Woo! (: The biography is for Queen Neelah. I hope I can win runner up or something. I probably won't win Queen because there are so many popular girls who are so going to win because their moms and dads can get them to win and they've got the pretty looks. While I don't. Whatever. It's going to be fun and I want to do it to learn how to be the most polite lady I can be! :D

Well Ima go read and be warm! (:
see ya.

Thursday, June 18, 2009

Hot Summer Days

Oh man. Oh man.
You would think that I'd be used to the hot summer days.
Lately it's been like upper 90's. EW. It's very icky and sweaty.
I can't wait to go to Seattle! It will be so NICE! 75 and cooler!
It might get hot one day. Like 85 hot! haha. (;
I'm so excited. I hate hot weather. Seattle is so perfect for the nice warm and cool weather!

I'm leaving next tuesday! June 23-July 20.
It's exciting!
As soon as I get back, it's time for band! haha! :D

Sunday, June 14, 2009


So I was just at a wedding this past weekend! (:
It was for my cousin! She got married to a really awesome guy! (:
She's so happy!(:
Her wedding was in missouri at it was red and white! (:
so pretty! :D

I'm so happy for her! I hope I have that great of a wedding!

it was a total redneck wedding! haha.! it was hilarious because we're from kansas, and not from farm country kansas. they live in farm country missouri! haha.
(the picture is not of them haha.)

Eli and Rachel Robertson
June 13, 2009

Wednesday, June 10, 2009


I miss him.
Why does it have to be this way?
Why is he so far?
Why can't I see him everyday?

Trenton Lee Morris.
I love him and I miss him every single day I don't see him.
He lives an hour away. ):
It's sad. But some works.

I hate not seeing him a lot. But it's nice not having that drama that other couples at school face. We never have drama and we are always texting and talking to each other.

I love it. It makes me happy.
I love him. He makes me happy.

I hope to one day marry him. If that doesn't work, well then that's okay. I know we'll be great friends.

Tuesday, June 9, 2009


do you ever crave something so much it hurts?
whether it's food or drinks or drugs or God or a boy. Whatever.

I've been craving my Jesus. A lot. Lately he has been speaking WAY louder to me than I have ever heard him speak. It could be the way I act. I don't know. But I can hear Him speaking and it's pretty awesome.
I feel like it's because it's my senior year and I have tons of decisions to make.
But I know He'll be with me every, single step of the way. He is my God and my love. I do love Trenton. But Jesus is my one and only true love. He loves me so much, he shows me sunsets and beautiful flowers. Things that only He would give to his loving princesses and princes'.
It's awesome. I love it. He's so beautiful. I wish everyone knew Him

That's my goal. To let the WORLD know about JESUS! (:

Monday, June 8, 2009

Today is Monday.

Hi everyone,
here's today's blog post!:

Today is monday. Bleh. Day after Sunday. Day before Tuesday.
But today I'm doing nothing but laundry. Which is nice. Might go get lunch with my bestest friend Lance. (: (chinese!)
I haven't seen any really sweet news feeds or I'd totally be blogging about it. (;

current craving- chinese from Chinese Chef and a Rasberry Truffle from DQ.
current obsession-
song of the day- Dance or Die-Family Force 5 (dance or die with a vengence album)

yeah that's neat hah. I found it on my friends blog. Here's a thingy haha:

  1. First thing you wash in the shower? my hair.
  2. What color is your favorite hoodie? black and white checkered with red stains. it's sweet!
  3. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again? yes. (:
  4. Do you plan outfits? yeah kinda.
  5. How are you feeling RIGHT now? Umm. hungry. tired. good though.
  6. Whats the closest thing to you thats red? resolve pet stain spray.
  7. Do you say aim or a-i-m? a-i-m.
  8. Tell me about the last dream you remember having? I don't remember...
  9. Did you meet anybody new today? Nope.
  10. What are you craving right now? Chineses. Rasberry Truffle Blizzard.
  11. Do you floss? no. I should though.
  12. What comes to mind when I say cabbage? ew.
  13. When was the last time you talked on aim? umm the other day actually.
  14. Are you emotional? yes.
  15. Would you dance to the taco song? the taco song? If I knew it then totally!
  16. Have you ever counted to 1,000? yessa.
  17. Do you bite into your ice cream or just lick it? both. I sometimes blow on it thinking that it's hot. I dont know why either.
  18. Do you like your hair? yes! I just got it cut a week ago! (:
  19. Do you like yourself? yeah dude.
  20. Would you go out to eat with George W. Bush? That'd be neat. Sure why not. (;
  21. Would you throw potatoes at him? I don't think so. Who said I would get potatoes?
  22. Have you ever been in a castle? no sir. ): I totally want to tho.
  23. What are you listening to right now? the tv. me typing on the keyboard.
  24. Are your parents strict? yeah they can be.
  25. Would you go sky diving? maybe.
  26. Do you like cottage cheese? no way.
  27. Have you ever met a celebrity? yeah. you may not know them because they're a christian artist.
  28. Do you rent movies often? no
  29. Is there anything sparkly in the room you’re in? um duh! (;
  30. How many countries have you visited? just the US of A.
  31. Have you made a prank phone call? yeahh.
  32. Ever been on a train? yeah.
  33. Brown or white eggs? neither. I don't like eggs.
  34. Can you count backwards from 74? yeahh.
  35. Who sits behind you in your math class? umm. I don't know. School is over for now.
  36. Do you own something from Hot Topic? yeah I do!
  37. Do you have a cell-phone? yes. going to get a new one sometime.
  38. Do you use chap stick? all the time.
  39. Do you own a gun? NO.
  40. Can you use chop sticks? yeah. haha. but not that great.
  41. Who are you going to be with tonight? mom and sis.
  42. Are you too forgiving? yeah. I forgive easily.
  43. Ever been in love? yes. (:
  44. What is your best friend doing tomorrow? I'm not sure. I should talk to her.
  45. Ever have cream puffs? yeah. ew.
  46. Last time you cried? last night.
  47. What was the last question you asked? do you want to do the dishes or the laundry? (to my sis.)
  48. Favorite time of the year? spring and fall
  49. What is your bus number for school? I don't have one. I drive to school.
  50. Do you have any tattoos? I wish.
  51. Are you sarcastic? not as bad as others.
  52. Have you ever seen The Butterfly Effect? I wish.
  53. Boys or girls? I don't understand the question. Like do I like boys or girls? I like boys. :) Especially Trenton Lee.
  54. Have you ever bought anything from Pac Sun? Mhm. (:
  55. Ever walked into a wall? yes. lots of times. haha.
  56. Favorite color? Green, Yellow, Orange, Blue, Pink.
  57. Have you ever slapped someone? yes
  58. Is your hair curly? yuhp.
  59. What was the last CD you bought? Jeremy Camp! (:
  60. Do looks matter? no. I think trenton lee is such a cutie though. (: some girls don't. but I do.
  61. Could you ever forgive a cheater? possibly. remember that I forgive easily
  62. Is your phone bill sky high? no
  63. Do you like your life right now? yeah dude.
  64. Do you sleep with the TV on? no
  65. Can you handle the truth? yes
  66. Do you have good vision? nope.
  67. Do you hate or dislike more than 3 people? no
  68. How often do you talk on the phone? every night.
  69. The last person you held hands with? trenton. :)
  70. What are you wearing? blue shorts and a cami. (my pj's.)
  71. What is your favorite animal? giraffe. elephant. sea horse. PLATYPUS! (:
  72. Can you hula hoop? hah. no.
  73. Do you have a job? no. I need to get one before august.
  74. What was the most recent thing you bought? ermm. ice cream.
  75. Have you ever crawled through a window? no haha.

Friday, June 5, 2009

Kid Genius

Hello again.

So, I was reading some news while checking my email, and guess what article I fell upon...

11 Year Old from LA College
Pre-teen could probably beat you up too.

Moshe Kai Cavalin, 11, graduates with honors from East Los Angeles Community College this week, but just don't call him a genius.

"I consider myself a regular kid who works hard and does his best," says this only child of a Taiwanese mother and an Israeli father.

When Cavalin started college at the age of 8, he may have been the youngest person in class, but he ended up tutoring some of his 19- and 20-year-old classmates in math and science.

Astrophysics is his passion. Albert Einstein and Bruce Lee are among his idols.

Yet like a twist out of a Hollywood action flick, Cavalin combines his exceptional smarts with fearsome martial arts abilities: The preteen has won numerous national martial arts championships.

Up next for the tireless boy wonder: In the next take six months to a year he plans to devote himself to martial arts, write a book for kids on how to succeed in school, and take up scuba diving.

Not on the agenda: playing video games.

"I feel it's a waste of time playing video games because it's not helping humanity in any way," says the 11-year-old, who wants to use his knowledge to change the world.

Pretty interesting if you ask me. He is against video games. And he's an 11 year old boy. How crazy is that! I know lots of 11 year olds that love video games and stuff like that. But that's just who this boy is I guess. My boyfriend was jokingly saying that it's "another Asian boy". He said that because there's always lots of Asian people who get in the news about being smart or being really awesome at sports/martial arts or being the tallest women in the world, etc. They're pretty well known. I wonder it's always them huh? I'm not racist or anything. It's just pretty much true that they're in the news about tons of awesome things. The tallest women in the world though wasn't such an awesome thing. She had a tumor that made her tall and it was growing in her brain and could have killed her if she had no treatment to it. But hey. She was still the tallest women in the world.

That's the end of my ramble for the day. There may be more. (;


(my source):

Thursday, June 4, 2009

Vanity Fair

Vanity Fair
a magazine. I usually don't post twice a day. But this was crucial!

I was finding
some twilight pictures for my blog (of course) and I saw that they've decided who the Most Handsome Man in the World is.
Guess Who?:
Johnny Depp!
I'm sorry to you girls who LOVE him. But I was not pleased! I was really wanting
Hugh Jackman or Robert Pattinson. It was such a shocker. But then again it wasn't. Because he is cute, but not my taste. I just love him in Chasing Neverland and The Pirates of the Caribbean movies. I really think that Hugh and Robert totally beat him out though. Hugh is just such a sexy man! Seriously man. and Robert. Well he speaks for himself. Dude, he's such a hottie. It's crazy! Here's the poll that they posted to pick who the most handsome man is:

  • Javier Bardem
  • David Beckham
  • Gael Garcia Bernal
  • Tom Brady
  • George Clooney
  • Daniel Craig
  • Johnny Depp
  • Leonardo DiCaprio
  • Jakob Dylan
  • Nacho Figueras
  • James Franco
  • Jon Hamm
  • Hugh Jackman
  • Taylor Kitsch
  • Clive Owen
  • Robert Pattinson
  • Brad Pitt
  • Denzel Washington
That's a lot of guys if you ask me. Who's this Nacho guy? haha. Tom Brady is pretty smexy I must say. But anyway, that's my ramble. It just baffled me! I still am voting for Hugh and Robert. They're pretty sexy. (:

peace out.

hello from kansas

Hi everyone!
(everyone as in you reading this)

I'm sitting in my boyfriend's house. He's playing some tony hawk game and I'm blogging and doing some polyvore.

I was looking up some pictures on Google and I came across
It caught my eye, because I've heard of this organization many times and I wanted to research and see what exactly it's all about.

PETA=People for the Ethical Treatment of Animals.
Animals are pretty important I know this. They're all about the noo killing animals to eat and no taking their fur to wear. I personally would -never- wear a real fur coat. That's just crazy wrong. But eating animals, I'm guilty. I eat meat CONSTANTLY. It's a habit I've had the whole 17 years, 5 months, and 27 days of my life. So it's really difficult. Trust me, I've tried. It's just hard when I've been addicted to meat products for like EVER. But I still support the not wearing fur and to be extra sweet to animals. Because yes, it would be just the same as saying "You'll wear a fox's fur but not your dogs?" It's like the exact same concept in my opinion. What's your opinion on all this? We all have them. Maybe you're a veggie eater and meat=no. I'd like to hear thoughts!

That's all on my PETA bid!
love yall.
keep it real.
p.s.-look up It's pretty neat. I love the mcd's vid. it's great.

Wednesday, June 3, 2009

Summer Time Baby!

Hi guys!
Well it's summer and I've got a full summer!

This week I'll be in Pittsburg with my boyyyyfriend for a few days helping his mom at work.
Then the next 2 weeks nothing really.
But on June 23 I'm going to Seattle! To see my daddy of course! (:
It shall be exciting. I'm so excited. I love it up there. It's pretty awesomely awesome.
I'll fill in on what happens over the next few days.
Right now I'm typing from my boyfriend's computer while he plays xbox (such a boy haha).
I'm getting pizza for dinner! I bought new shoes today to get with this really cute red dress. I bought it from walmart of all places. haha. That's all I have where I live. (;

Catch ya up later!